After being together with him for almost 11 months, close to a year. Have some things in my mind.
I kinda have got to admit to myself that I am a overly attached boyfriend. I do give him alone time when he needed and also time for yourself to relax and stay at home to laze around and also he gave his dance practise that he have to go. I don’t really like being alone with myself. Well, I have to agree that sometimes I wish to be left alone and reorganise my thoughts and take a closer look of my surrounding. Sometimes I really wish that I could walk around in a really slow pace and take a closer look. But at the same time, I feel so awkward when I am all alone. It’s just a fear in me which I don’t know how to explain. The loneliness feeling is just so scary and when I am always alone. I always have this thinking that people are looking at me. It’s really scary when you feel do empty and hollow inside of you. Nevertheless, I really respect my boyfriend. He is really someone that I depend a lot when it comes to anything. If I have anything that goes wrong or a problem, the first thing is to find my boyfriend and tell him about it and usually I will ask him what to do next. I don’t know what will happen if we are not together. Not only he is my boyfriend, he is also my best friend for 6 years, coming to 7 years. He has always been there for me thorough these years. There is a saying goes: ” friends come and go, true friend stay” well I believe in this. Through my 18 years of life, friends have come and go so often and I can say it out loud that he is one of the few or I should say the only one who really sty with me after so long. So there is something that I wanna tell him.
Babe, this is your babe from another planet. Well, I love you so much so much. No words can describe it. In fact, I don’t have to describe it, you already know who much I love you. Really wanna say a BIG, HUGE ASS thank you to you for being there with me. Nothing really mean more than you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜